Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I'm Moving.......Officially

Well I wont be moving in with our friend Jeska the drunk rocker but.....Here's the deal.

There's this guy....my first boyfriend/first love blah blah, we were together for 3 years from 15 years old to 18. I broke up with him. Broke his heart..blah blah blah. Anyway, we kinda grew up together and have a million mutual friends and tight family ties. We broke up for about 8 years but kept in touch. Got back together for another year. I was planning the wedding in my head. He said he wanted to marry me...blah blah blah. He bought a condo (our condo i thought) we painted, bought furniture etc.

One dark and stormy night he decided he was over it and I caught him cheating. It came out of NO WHERE. Left field. I was completely shocked and subsequently heartbroken for months. Finally I pulled my head out of my ass and moved closer to school, L.A. Kicked ass in my last year of undergrad and just lived life. Well..............

Here we are 3 years later in touch again. This time ball is in my court but I'm not playing. He is going away for a lil vacation so to speak, for a year. He desperately needs someone to rent his condo. He doesnt want to put his furniture in storage etc. This condo just happens to be 1.6 miles from my school. Sooooooooooooooooooo. I agreed, today, to rent it. I'm nervous because I don't want him to get the wrong idea and think when he comes back we are going to have a happy lil family. Heres the list cuz you know i love lists:

Pros
  • super close to school (Im currently doing a 100 mile round trip 3 days a week)
  • wayyyy bigger than my apartment
  • fully furnished, nice condo with all the amenities
  • I have no parking
  • I live in a studio
  • I dont have anything
  • Washer and dryer
  • garage
  • and Ill save about $200 a month in rent not to mention gas etc.
  • More time to study, less time driving
  • My very best friends live nearby ( so in my down time I wont be trapped in L.A. all alone)
Cons
  • Im gonna miss LA so much
  • Im somehow still tied to the ex
  • can i bring boys here?
  • I'll have to move again in a year
  • Im probably going to break his heart again
  • I think my friends, family etc hate him and don't want me anywhere near him

Hmmm....no deal breakers on the cons side. Im doing it! Wish me luck! xoxo

5 comments:

J. Money said...

that certainly is an interesting conundrum my furry little friend! while the cons are pretty crazy, so is life. and i have a feeling you thrive on it ;)

i salute you, and wish you luck on it all! but only if you keep posting about your life. i feel dirty sometimes just reading it. haha... that's a good thing.

Rebecca said...

If u feel dirty...than I doing my job...;)

Nichi said...

Dang I feel bad for homeless dude now!

I'm glad that your moving but sad that your going shit at least its in the same state ;)

You will have a much clearer head if you don't have all that commuting to do!

Nichi said...

Oh yeah and if you need help moving your stuff Im there for ya sista.
I know where a perfectly good truck lives and it could quite possibly come with a hubby to heft the big stuff.

sarcascio said...

Woohoo! Sounds like a surefire way to cause mischief and mayhem. I approve heartily.