Sunday, October 19, 2008

I sorta hate my life...part 5

I write these "I hate my life" blog posts all the time and I either post them then delete them or never post them because it's just sucky to be a debbie downer.

But to freaking bad today it will come out live and direct from yours truly. I'm sick and freakin tired of being bored. I have no life and no friends. In ten short weeks they have all found better things to do....not that I answer when they call but....

I spent 8 long hours in the library today and still feel like I got absolutely nothing done. My shithole is going to get shut down by the health department any day now and I have no motivation to do anything. Law School beats my ass every day...it beats that stupid nagging voice to suck it up --right out of my head. Everyday I try to pick it back up and get off my ass and everyday, I sit here doing nothing.

I hate everyone. I am just flat out mean to people. This gawd damn lady in the apartment building next door, you might call her a "screamer," I call her a sick dog- getting strangled, every fucking Saturday night--like clock work. Her screams are so horribly frightening neighbors from everywhere walk over to make sure it's not a homocide in progress. I find it extremly hard to believe that whatever pathetic fuck is mounting her enjoys these horrific painful noises. Someone needs to rent her a porno or two so she can learn to make her noises in a more pleasant manner! For fucks sake! I literally get goose bumps when she starts cuz i think someone is getting killed. Today I yelled for her to shut UP!

Study group, aka operation girl power, went well. Everyone was reluctant to do it yet at the end of the day each and every one of them was grateful to have invested their oh-so precious time to studying. We had some meaningful exchanges. Thank god. Tomorrow is scrap book day with the ladies from M-Law. My bosses bday is next weekend so we're gonna make him a scrap book. Don't worry this is appropriate he loves that sort of shit. Even though my mind is in the gutter, my life is actually pretty damn good I just need some perspective or an 18 pack, whichever is cheaper.

4 comments:

Kel said...

I hate my life right now too...

I'll bring the beer.

Nichi said...

remember you don't have to work at PS... nuff said.

no634 said...

I'm sure it's annoying, but to an outsider reading this post, the 'screamer' sounds pretty. Funny.

Make some cardboard cut outs, write "hot passion!" on them and tape them to her door? She might be mortified into silence.

mommyof4 said...

When I get there we can share a 30 pack because 18 wont be enough. I have my medication check off today and my life sucks too so hang in there.