Could NOT have said it better myself....

This is E X A C T L Y how I feel! I am now in love with this girl! By the way, I have not felt so good psychologically in 3 years. I am living and open to so many things, LSBoy sucked the life out of me, unintentionally of course. Saw Eat Pray Love again today, I also read the book. There is a point when the characters address the problem of losing yourself when you are in a relationship and that is where the fear stems from. I sort of think that when I meet the man that doesn't cause me to lose myself...he will be THE ONE. I love me and I don't want to give ME away again. I'd rather be alone.


"Where I Stood"

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood